Saturday, May 2, 2009

right

And I know
And you know
That this life is right,
In front of you

Your friends
Will be there too
Just waiting for you
To come alive

There is only on of you
Here
Here in the darkness you wait
For light to strike you

To be true
To be right
To love you here and now

Im not but he will
He will take ur hand
And show u the way
That u need to take

Relax and let it flow
don’t be too much ready
It never works out
Let ur heart float its way

(name i cant not put) just die

U fukcin bitch
I never want to see u again
Just go crawl in a cornor
And die
Cut ur self to death
Both me and her have always hated you
Just go away you r the reason
For them to breack up
Yea made it worse
And you never let em see the real u
I belive that if u tried ur good
But ur suimlpy not
U just need you to go away fo ever

a letter of bullshit y did i write this

Why do I sit here
and want you
when u are googly eyes
over another that has someone
and who is your ex
I like u and I admited it
and all u do is make fun of it
and now I am mad
u need to like me
I have to have someone
to actually like me
even though I have
already had a boyfriend in 5th grade
u still need to want me
and not sum 10th grader
who probably doesn’t care
that u exist
and would never go
out with anyone
2 years younger
but what ever
I like u
u should be happy
that some one likes you
and not just someone weird
who doesn’t even no u like I do

just dont f wit me

Im walkin down the road just to see ur face
But its to dark so I just pull out my mace

I try harder to hear you voice
But you make me sing above the noise

This crazy dream of mine
I’m walking on one long line

don’t f*** with me
Ill mess u up
don’t f*** with me
Ill kick ur ass

him

I did not blame u for my mistateke I just tried to tell u that I expected u to be home and not on ur bike I kindly asked u if u could open the door u made me mad and sometimes I feel like u should not live with us perminantly cuz u never know wat is gunna happen idk if ur fer real or got a fake fam just to get our money and my mom I feel like he should at least leave one of the windows in da back open so I can get in incase I forget my key I did not like that u thought I hated u and that I did not want u in my house and I don’t but it really is not my choice even if I had said no u still would have been in my house my mom makes up the most stupidest things in the world that makes me have to say yes now idk if u understand but this is just what was on my mind and I had to say it all now don’t get me wrong he is a nice guy but sometimes he is too nice and sometimes he is a lil looney and other he is just all around creepy idk y it just happens that way

never

luv is luv,
you cant change it,
but you can make it,
you can hate it,
as much or as lil,
never leave it,
never take it,
show it off,
move it home,
go away,
hug me now,
fuck off,
dont show,
hate is hate,
things that happen,
are just made,
not pretend,
not fake,
People think,
People scream,
People have emotions,
Or so u think

cant explain

U send chills down my spine
U make me want to cry
I never know just how I’m going feel
Unless I see your face

Unless I see ur smile
When u look at me
Just walk down the street

U make me want to scream
U make me want to love
U make me want to take u away
From this place

U make me want to love u in many ways
That I cant explain
For ur not here
In this world of love, love

U were sent away
By the screams of others
That u hurt
U touched and u felt

But the one thing I admired
Was u never caused pain
To me or who I thought
Was me next to u

Me my life and who I am
Not just that dumb bitch
That used to b me
And who I thought
That I wanted to b

Aint life so amazing
The things that hurt
And the things that don’t
It all starts with ME