my father

well all has happened the worst has come upon me and i will no longer be happy to live all my feelings went twords you and u disapointed me for the las time
i will not talk to what has come upon u and ur drink u love it more than me to tell u the truth u want u more than anything and all you do is shove me away i asked u to love me back to be with me and treat me how i treat u
i wish it and u would someties just go away and never come back
you made anew family and i understand that you wanted to start over but you still have to be with us you could have started over with us you could have started over with ur drinking i understant that your dad left you but that does nto give you the right to do the same to me and brit we love even though u hurt us we can not leave you we can not hate we dont have the ability to hate you unless you have the ability to hate us